Others's Ponderings

If people think others, especially young people and those around my age, I met seem more touched and emotional, I wonder why that leaves me out, in how I was raised around others.  Like, I see them curl up when I'm around, maybe, and it's attention-getting.  It even becomes a new race of people.  Like, I think people think that those who get in trouble are more convincing in their  ^veneration^ of them, older parental figures.  So, they have certain antics, maybe withdrawing at key moments and showing a lack of interest in behaving appropriately, rather than ruining everyone and anyone's lives; I can feel it now, I'm in trouble because of them, at least in some part in some way.  There's that leaving the nest and picking up others's peculiarities.