Sunday, November 11, 2018

Trip to Saint Augustine - 2016

Feeling Better

I feel better after eating more pumpkin pie and ice cream.

Update

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My Stuff

My Trips

Changes

I see it's catching that I'm not included in good things that happened in the 1960s.

Hey

A TV show on the 60s music is on!

Not as Awake

I feel a bit tired, up late last night.

Question

What about the nostalgic pop music, like from the 1960s?

TV

This is the first time I saw Dancing With the Stars: Juniors.

Problems

The world is ruined because of people who are unhappy, like racially too, and they are rebellious like Pirates of the Caribbean is not that great.  I'm not like that.  If I didn't like it, I wouldn't be a problem.  I don't belong in this category.

Update

http://www.christinabarrett.com

Biography says "Anglo/Irish."

Sleep?

I had a noisemaker that wasn't loud enough to sleep to, so I leave music on.

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What?

I'm being blamed for someone like they have to talk to me, when that's not true.  They sorta said they would, and other people got in the way.

Problem

I was gonna settle down and try to practice music, but I don't feel as happy and young.

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Nite!

I did forget my pills, maybe.  Nice sleep now.  Just letting the world know.

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Yum!

I got hummus for nearly the 1st time!  There was also some sort of pita bread to dip in it.

Ooh, a cause!

Other people sinning makes me in trouble in my thoughts/reactions, in the end.

In Trouble, Oh My!

People get mad at me for my thoughts/reactions, the people involved monitoring me in private hurt me for it, and then they're done when that's settled for them.

Problem

I already tried to tell people that people I communicate with need help.  No one gives a fuck.  Forget these losers.  They're all brain-damaged; they're not all there, they don't seem to care, Generation X dominating the scene; they seem to always have a heat stroke and act like they care but go all tapered out, like something in their brain is missing and it's fuzzy.

There's so much to talk about...

...how people reacted to this.

So, basically.

This was not worth it about this person, I don't even really see them much anymore.  Did you ruin the rest of the world, too?  You've ruined the United States.

Nothing bad about this person, though.

Lame

Sometimes, all we do is make someone else feel better about being underground famous who was made so to be sorry for alone, whereas before my life mattered.  They were supposed to be my friend, but now they're more apart, in some ways in the scheme of things.

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It's a wonder...

It's a wonder if some people do find anyone to talk to, if they treat everyone like they treat me.

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So?

Did I stay in the boundaries?

Yum!

Pumpkin pies ready!

Even...

Even some good people don't care about me and some want to ruin my life.

So...

So, why was I contacted?

"Where the Sidewalk Ends..."

People've really surrounded my life and given me nothing to do or talk about.

Huh?

I don't know who done what, but I don't feel I'm in trouble.  Just a bunch of weirdos having fun.

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More

They don't seem happy, not in this situation.

So, what?

Nothing rational can be said?  I knew this was bad.

Others Getting Attention

Only one person in a situation now is enjoying a certain kind of meaningless approval from meaningless people, no bad on that person's part though ... and wonders why everyone else is so lost.  That person could be a good person still and we change and watch other people and laugh at what happens to them when they get attention.

A Cozy Life, Ahead

I'm sitting out here for 2 hours waiting for the pumpkin pie to cool so we don't get bugs.

Um..

Who cares about who's better than who?

Is it something about me being in trouble for being sad about losing something in a relationship that some people think so unimportant yet so important they have to keep me from it?  It just hits me, I don't get any explanation, at all, just like hits me.  I don't want it to be dumbed down, though, for me.

Looking for Too Much Excitement

Why is it like I got in trouble all of a sudden? the greed of the Presidential Election of the USA?

Asian Genes

My life gets trashed over full Asians for having Asian.

Question

Can people important to me stop acting like I'm nothing?  I don't want to show everyone.  Well, maybe, but not in Hell.

People in a Rut

People who complain, even if they are German, or show signs of disapproval or people who act like nothing's good enough for them ... are just making themselves look bad, guess it's time to move on and see worse things.

Not know what to look for, in my last post?

What about what was exciting for when I was growing up?  Now, I don't even have a career!

"No Fun!"

I never have fun except alone or unless it's with my dad going out to the grocery store or something.

Of course, things like these old recordings and running into people.

This was nice and all...

...but why am I in the doghouse?

Nothing to Do But...

...watch this video, but I keep feeling like I'm a bad person and I don't know what to do.

Weird

I don't like to focus on trivialities and linger on old grudges from people.

I'm bad?

I don't know why it's like no one likes me, sometimes, when you find things out.

Nope.

Some German people are all caught up in the moment and "know about me."  They think I am in trouble.

Oh, a close up!

for several seconds

Interesting Recordist Girl

for several seconds

Wrong!

You are mistaken if someone informed some of the mean Germans that I worshiped them.

What's life for?

I entertain myself more than other people do.

Facebook

New Facebook Posts

"Live and Let Live"

I live with the fact that people have wrong grudges on me.

Torture

Some people are easily accepted and made into something like "false idols."

So

I don't care about those stupid people that much.

My Life, Now

So, yea, basically, a lot of people hate on me.

Johnny Depp as Jack Sparrow

The whole world seems to have turned off because I like Johnny Depp.

They always acted like they were him as Jack Sparrow.